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[Thursday
January 22nd, 2009 7:34pm] |
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This month has been a rollercoaster ride. Stayed up until five in the morning the first night of the year. I've got a lot of things done with my debut and it's inching closer and closer. This month has been crazy. WTF? Jimmy and I got hella close and things are off the hook between her and I. Random? Love it though. She stuck with me through my weird phase I was having last week. Things have been CRAAZY. I'm eighteen! Birthday was good because I got to spend it with boyfriend and my mama. They bought me jewellery for my debut and he also got me Raptor tickets. Noice, noice. We had dinner at Springrolls with my little brother. In the morning, the girls wrapped my locker in Disney Princess paper :) Spent the first exam day just chilling. I had gym, so no exam :) Studied for the chem exam and friggen bombed that shit. I'm at the library right now with Martin, studying math. LOL, not really. We're looking up Chuck Norris Facts. I really should've put this on the chemistry exam.
Chuck Norris destroyed the periodic table, because he only recognizes the element of surprise.
LMFAO. Martin wants me to start "Martin Loboda Facts". This is the first one he made up on his own was - "When cows jump over the moon, Martin Loboda jumps over cows." LOOOOL.
I love my boyfriend. We had pasta and looked at pictures. Weeeeee, finish this later.. it's 8:35.
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[Thursday
January 1st, 2009 7:22pm] |
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First day of the year, spent trying to do my essay which isn't done. I really suck as a means of "work ethics". I never cried so much in one day, well maybe after my first heartache way back in elementary. Thank you Monica for being there. I don't know what it is, even though you asked me why I didn't tell you about everything right away. It's complicated? Kinda like, I always feel like you guys just don't want to hear so I don't bother. I'm happy. I am so happy, but it sucks because I can't just spill all my happiness to you guys as easily as I used to. I don't have ANY feelings of anger or anything, it's just I cant. Gah, for some reason I really have a hard time communicating with anyone right now. Does anyone ever get that feeling? Frig.
Anywho, I got to get to work in all areas of my life. Friend, Girlfriend, Daughter, Student. But right now, 'student' is really important. Deadlines and exams coming up and I'm really freaking out. I don't want to be because I usually don't but omfg. Alright sorry, I gotta get back to this essay. I hope tomorrow gives me a break, but I gotta finish this today so I can go out tomorrow. Jeezum.
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[Sunday
December 14th, 2008 1:33pm] |
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Love him ♥
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So it's the Sunday before the last week of school before Christmas break. I'm hyped, and broke. I got two unit tests tomorrow plus a 7 page essay due Wednesday that I haven't even started. Crap. Plus a trip on Tuesday. By the time on Wednesday after the last game for this year, I'm free (for the time being). I'm filling out all my applications during the break and starting to study Chemistry the whole break. Not bad actually. Oh crap, I also have to do my 15 minute presentation during that time too. I kinda wish we had a strike but at the same time I know we would be screwed. Boyfriend, best friend and brother came back from Salesian, and I was so glad. Almost six months with Luca, and honestly, it's unbelievable ♥. I can't wait to get our personalized jerseys this week. Sick. Anyways, I have to study and go to my mom's for "Christmas Lunch" because they're off to Florida during the break. Gah, I have no time but at the same time I'm chilling.
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[Wednesday
November 19th, 2008 7:37pm] |
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Dear Livejournal,
It's been a while and things have changed. Let's see, well I have a 70% avg, only because I'm failing chemistry and my philosophy mark is atrocious. I made the sr. girls volleyball team :) I have Pakmen volleyball every sunday, no job and school's been school. In so many ways, I wanna scream out to the world, but to be honest, life's pretty dandy. I hate being so lazy. Debut's coming up, so I'm hyped. I have to get that chemistry credit, or else I don't think I can handle the disappointment of my dad. It's freezing outside and there seems to be so much on my plate and I got to get started on the Philosophy research paper. Gah. Oh well, boyfriend's making it worthwhile and has got me going. I can't believe it's been five months, honestly. I swear we we just started dating but at the same time it feels like I've been with him forever, in a good way. He gets me, and I'm so glad. Jeez, I never thought.. Shoot, thank you Danah for being there to laugh and share with me. 90210 and Gossip Girl are the bombest shows :) This year has very well been memorable so far and it isn't slowing down. I got pull the bootstraps and get shit done. Gah. Let's see where I am in a little bit.
- Rachelle.
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[Monday
October 20th, 2008 8:54pm] |
Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the
way to
the top
of the
tree.
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| But don't worry, the brightest stars burn out the fastest. Or at least that's what I heard. |
[Sunday
October 12th, 2008 3:22pm] |
I can't believe you did this to me. You were the one person that I thought that I could count on, the one I could trust. It was you, you were it, And you can't even do something as little as pick up your frickin' phone. Amazing. Way to go. This friendship is over. We're done. I hope you got that. You're dead to me.
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One day I realized that, that is crazy, because a true friend would want you to be your most beautiful, vibrant, happiest self. I know, I know, but is that a good reason to hide your light? You're gorgeous, sweet, amazing, and if she is a true friend, she will support you through anything you do.
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One thing that I've learned, is that there would be no gossip without secrets. You might be brave enough to reveal your secret only to have it used against you, or someone else's secret might affect you in unexpected ways. There are some secrets that you are only too happy to keep. Others surface only to have them buried deeper away than they were before. But the most powerful secrets are the truths that you never thought you could ever reveal, that once spoken, change everything.
( wasting time )
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[Sunday
September 14th, 2008 4:47pm] |
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Don't let the "honeys" and the "babys" fool you. His sweet nothings are exactly that. They are much easier to say than "I'm just not that into you." Remember, actions speak louder than, "There's no cell reception where I am right now."
Calling when you say you're going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust. If he can't lay this one stupid brick down, you ain't never gonna have a house, baby. And it's cold outside.
Beware of the word "friend". It can often be used by men or the women that love them to excuse the most unfriendly behavior. Personally, when I'm picking friends, I like the ones who don't make me cry myself to sleep.
Everyone wants to be loved and needed, particularly by the person who just broke up with us. I understand. What could be better than hearing from the man who just told you he didn't want you in his life anymore ... his sad, wistful, "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone? It's validating. It's exciting. It's irresistible. But resist, you must.
My friends all say I should stop talking to him, but I think he misses me, and I like that. I miss him. I feel if I stay in touch with him, it will remind him of how great I am, and eventually he will realize that we should be together again.
A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person ... if he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he's just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you.
Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you.
Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision. Just remember that the person you are getting back together with is the same person who, not long before, looked you in your beautiful face, took full stock of you and all your qualities, and told you that he was no longer in need of your company.
Cut him off. Let him miss you.
He doesn't need to be reminded that you're great.
There's a guy out there who's going to be really happy that you didn't get back together with your crappy ex-boyfriend.
Don't give him the chance to reject you again.
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing.
Life is hard enough as it is without choosing someone difficult to share it with.
You deserve to be with someone who is nice to you all the time.
- Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo
taken from Jmee Villaralvo off facebook.
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